Critters Are The Best

Aledans, I’m so excited and happy today. One of my critters, Juliana Brandt, posted the news yesterday that she signed with an agent! It’s amazing to be able to celebrate with someone who I’ve seen trudge through the muddy querying process, and know that I was able to help in some small way. And I can’t even tell you how many times I’ve emailed Juliana to help talk me off the ledge. There have been days when I’ve seriously emailed her twenty times because I tweaked one sentence in my query and wanted to know if it helped. She’s always been patient enough to respond. Karma works, and Juliana deserves all the best Karma there is <3

I’m still trudging through the query mud myself, and finally getting to the betas I promised my other critters. I am woefully behind, but last week I stopped picking at Nameless (once you’re using the “find” feature in Word to kill words like “up”, “down” and “reached” it’s time to put the manuscript down and walk away). In a couple weeks I should be finished with my critiques and ready to start re-writing Apollo!

In other news, I’m reading STONEHENGE by Bernard Cornwell, which is super awesomely fabulous. Hubs bought it for me because he said it sounded like Nameless (it’s not, but it was a sweet thought anyways). And for once I haven’t had any weird health issues. Did I just jinx myself? I hope not. And before I forget:

My Valentine and I walking through the gardens at Magnolia Plantation.

My Valentine and I walking through the gardens at Magnolia Plantation.

 

Happy Valentines Day!

I’m going to put up a very special Fie Eoin Friday tomorrow – one of my favorite scenes! And yes, it’ll be all lovey dovey :)

Have a great weekend, Aledans, and have a wonderful evening with you special someone tonight, even if that special someone is in a book ;)

The Wrong Kind Of Wonderland

It’s time for another “Health Adventures with Becka”! I know, Aledans, I’m getting sick of the health adventures too. You turn thirty and suddenly your body is the wrong kind of wonderland.

I’ve still got this horrible cough left over from the flu three weeks ago, and while I was getting an adjustment at the chiropractor on Tuesday I had a coughing fit. Which apparently made a light bulb go off in his head, and he said he was going to check for something. He started pressing around my stomach just beneath my ribs, and it turns out I had a hiatal hernia, which is when your stomach slips above your diaphragm. It can cause all sorts of weird symptoms that can’t be diagnosed (even heart issues, since it’s pushing up into your heart/lung region). Hmmmm, interesting. So he pushed it back down where it belongs, which felt really strange, and sent me on my merry way. And guess whose blood pressure has been a little higher since then? And guess who hasn’t had heart palpitations since then? (And guess whose dog jumped on her stomach this morning and probably gave her another hernia?)

So we’ll see what happens with that. If my heart problem was that my stomach was trying to take over my chest cavity, well, I won’t know whether to laugh or cry. Probably laugh, because what else are you going to do when you hear something so ridiculous? I went to the cardiologist the next day and got a passing grade (despite the low blood pressure) so I don’t have to go back for another year unless I have another crazy episode in my heart. And if I do have another crazy episode, the first thing I’m checking for is a hernia.

In other news, I finished the final read-through! I even got a little teary in one scene, which I totally didn’t expect. And I still really like the changes I made in the re-write, so it’s time to really start querying. I’ve been testing the waters a little, getting some feedback (mostly no, but you gotta smile when you get a request!), and now it’s time to go full-speed ahead.

It’s also time to start working on Apollo. I’m going to do some beta reading while I work out the changes that need to be made, and I plan to start re-writing Apollo by March at the latest. I hope to have the re-write done by the end of May (I wrote the first draft during NaNo, so I figure two months should be enough – it’s not nearly as long as Nameless). Then spend the summer editing, and start querying in the fall. If nothing’s come of Nameless by then I’ll start working on Book of Souls.

Here’s hoping I won’t have yet another adventure in health next week. Have a wonderful weekend, Aledans!

I Gave Them A Chance, and They Said Yes!

Boudin gives everyone a chance to say yes! Be his new best friend!

Boudin gives everyone a chance to say yes! (And he was a little jealous Hops got her own post last weekend.)

Happy Friday Eve, Aledans! Saturday is the Festival of Aleda (otherwise known as Imbolc or Groundhog Day) so I plan to put up a Fie Eoin Friday tomorrow to celebrate. Maybe the full horse scene? That happens the day after the Festival, and we’ve already seen a sneak peak. Or maybe a cut Loria scene, since she doesn’t make it to the Festival anymore. I guess it will be a surprise tomorrow *grins*

After two weeks of big talk regarding queries, I finally did it. I finally sent a query out! I kept struggling to re-write the query with my flu-brain, so I didn’t quite make my Monday deadline. I re-wrote it a few times on Monday, sent it to my critters, and got a whole bunch of “this is good, but…” so I re-wrote it again on Tuesday morning. And it flowed. It was the easiest draft of a query I’ve ever written, and when I sent it to my critters they all said “YES!!!” with many caps and exclamations :D Can’t beat that, so I pulled up my big girl panties and sent the query off to my dream agent (no, I’m not telling who ;P), fully expecting to wait a couple weeks and get a no.

A half hour later I got a partial request! A HALF HOUR. I couldn’t believe it. I’m so glad I took Amalia Dillin’s advice and gave them a chance to say yes.

So I sent off my partial and now I’m getting the info ready for the other agents I’m going to query so I can send off a few more. No putting all your eggs in one basket, right?

I also got Apollo back from Adriana, and it’s nice and bloody as expected. She picked out the weak spots, so once I get some critiquing done that I’ve promised my friends I’ll be diving into the re-write. You can expect “Fie Eoin Fridays” to become “Apollo and Daphne Fridays” for a while :)

I’m still suffering from a lingering flu cough, so I haven’t been able to do yoga in two weeks, but I’ve been pretty successful at cutting down on the wine. I also finally bought a blood pressure cuff so I can take my blood pressure at home like the doctor asked. And he was right: LOW. Low low low! I can’t get my blood pressure above 100/70 to save my life (120/80 is normal), and it’s usually somewhere around 90/60. I even ate half a box of salty cheddar bunnies and drank a few glasses of wine last night and I still couldn’t get it above 100/70. I need more salt, more fat, and more alcohol, apparently ;)

Have a wonderful Festival of Aleda this weekend, and I hope to see you back here tomorrow for a little taste of The Nameless Warrior.

My Brain Is A Fuzzy Leaden Rock

Flu Virus, by hitthatswitch on Flickr Commons.

Flu Virus, by hitthatswitch on Flickr Commons.

If you remember back to last week’s post, somewhere in the comments I said I was going to start querying on Monday. I told you to hold me to it, Aledans (or at least hold my hand while I did it). I told you that my query would be up on About My Query on Friday (there are so many helpful suggestions in both the post and the comments!). I told you I’d re-write it over the weekend and start sending on Monday.

I lied. But not because I wanted to.

On Friday I was so excited about my query. I got a passing grade on AMQ (“I’d likely read on” sounds like a passing grade to me!) and started re-writing it that night. I was super excited and gung-ho and on-top-of-the-world happy. I even got Hubs to start watching Dr Who (and like it!) after I stopped working on my query for the night. Friday was awesome.

I woke up on Saturday with the flu. Achy. Hot. Flu. My brain felt like a fuzzy piece of lead weighing my head down (it still does). I slept half the day away and was so groggy the rest of the day that I don’t remember it. I know we watched more Dr Who, but I can’t remember which episodes. I’m pretty sure I did bills (I should probably re-check my math tonight…). Sunday was much the same, only I slept even more than Saturday.

There was no re-writing. No searching agents. No computer at all.

On Monday I got my writing folder out and turned to the page where I was re-writing my query, and it sat there until Wednesday morning when I finally felt well-ish enough to crawl out of my house and go to work. Of course by 3pm I was almost dead again and went back home. I read The Goddess Legacy, and it was so good I re-read The Goddess Test.

Today I’m feeling much better, even if my brain is still a fuzzy leaden rock that’s giving me the worst headache ever. I’m still exhausted, but I’m no longer achy and congested and miserable. And I’m renewing my vow to start querying on Monday.

Yes, it’s a Monday later than I was going to. Yes the thought of re-writing the query is a bit daunting to my brain right now. But guess what, Flu? I’ve got this thing called an immune system, and it’s currently kicking your ass. I gave you a week, and now your time is up. It’s my time now.

Aledans, if you’re suffering from the flu right now, you have my sympathies. I’m gonna rest up, finish fighting this battle, and move on the next one: querying.

Give Them A Chance To Say Yes

Aledans, let’s pause a moment and take a deep breath. 2013 has come in like a lion (does that mean it will go out like a lamb?). It’s only the 17th day of the year, and I’ve already been through the wringer. I’m already doubting my writing, doubting myself, doubting that I can get everything that I’ve promised done in the next month. I haven’t even properly started querying yet, and I’m already close to giving up on Nameless. It’s so daunting, and I honestly don’t think it will be the book that lands me a publishing contract. I think I have a much better chance with Apollo or Book of Souls. But I’m still going to try with Nameless, because of something Amalia Dillin tweeted last night.

Give them a chance to say yes!

Give them a chance to say yes!

Yeah, I’ve been a complete idiot for the past week. But yesterday, with this tweet and a few kind words from another friend, a weight that I didn’t think I was carrying around slipped from my shoulders. I slept through the night for the first time in several days. My heart didn’t flop around in my chest like a dying fish when I laid down (this happens almost every night since my heart went nuts in September).

So lets start over, 2013. I promise to work harder if you promise to be gentle. I’ve already stopped drinking wine on most weeknights and started yoga back up again. I’ve already cut hundreds of superfluous words from Nameless. And tomorrow I’ll be over at Ask Daphne for the first About My Query of the year. I’ll get some professional feedback from an agent on my query, and perhaps feel a little bit better about starting the process I’ve been putting off for weeks now.

I’m glad I put it off for a few weeks, actually, because last week I found several agents who have suddenly jumped on the New Adult bandwagon. All of them rep Adult Fantasy, all of them rep YA, and now they rep New Adult as well. That’s pretty good news for me! It’s time to give them a chance to say yes.

I Don’t Get To Be The Hero This Time.

Aledans, I know I didn’t post an update yesterday (I wrote half of it, but as this post explains, I shut down), and I know this isn’t a Fie Eoin Friday post. But it’s what I need to say today.

Kail, by Jewel

Kail, by Jewel

I have this character named Kailani (she’s a pony, get over it). She’s kind of what you would get if you smashed Kindra and Kaye into one person (and then turned them into a pony, of course): she’s a healer, and a hero. She has no problem killing a bad guy, and she can’t watch other’s suffer without helping in some way. She’s extremely tough and likes to go it on her own, but when she encounters a situation where she can do nothing to help she shuts down and gets a bit depressed.

Kail is the character that I’m most like, or who is most like me…or maybe, the character that is most like what I’ve grown into. When I first started writing her I didn’t think we were much alike. Honestly, she was a bit of a Mary Sue. When I started writing her, Kail was what I wanted to be, and look: now I am.

I can be extremely tough. I can kill the bad guys. But when I can’t kill the bad guys – or rather, when there are no real bad guys to kill – and there’s a situation in which I’m helpless I shut down. I get depressed.

I woke up with heartache this morning, because a friend of mine is going through something difficult, and there’s nothing I can do to help her. And the reason it got me thinking about Kail is because she knows Kail. She knows Kail better than anyone else in the world. She played opposite Kail for years – I couldn’t tell you how many hours we’ve spent together online, playing with Kail. Beating her up, trying to kill her, throwing bad guy after bad guy her way and watching her come out with a few scars and a really good story to tell.

And you know what I realized? I’m not the only one like Kail. My friend is to. Life has been throwing her a lot of bad guys lately, but she’s gotta defeat them on her own. There’s nothing I can do – I just have to stand by her like her character has always stood by Kail. She spent ten years standing by my hero, and now it’s my turn. I don’t get to be the hero this time. It’s a sobering realization, but it’s true.

It hurts to stand by and do nothing, but she’s my Kail. She’ll come through with a few scars and a really good story to tell. And when she’s ready for a new adventure I’ll be there, and we’ll go kill the bad guys together.

Razz and Kail, by me. (Razz has always stood by Kail, no matter how bad things got.)

Razz and Kail, by me. (Razz has always stood by Kail, no matter how bad things got.)

Getting To Know You: 2012

Best buds, Pike and Muskelung.

Best buds, Pike and Muskelung.

It’s been a while since we’ve done a Getting To Know You post here, so today’s question is going to be a cheerful one.

What was your favorite part of 2012?

Even if 2012 was a hard year for you, there had to have been something that you’ll remember fondly in those 365 days. For me, it was finding Adriana Ryan :)

I mean, sure, finishing Nameless twice was pretty damn awesome. Winning the Crits for Water contest and getting a request in GUTGAA were pretty cool too. YAllFest, and Aly coming to Key West with us for two weeks was some of the most fun I’ve ever had. But nothing compares to finding someone local who I click with on so many levels. I talk to Adriana almost every day, even if it’s only on Twitter or email. She’s the person I feel comfortable sending my horrible drunk poetry to for giggles. And she promised to write me a sequel to her book, because I loved the first one so much <3

2012 was pretty awesome for me, and the best part was meeting such a great friend.

What about you? What was your favorite part of 2012?

2012 in review, the official WP version…

Aledans, I had no idea you loved me so much <3 (actually I had some idea, cause you guys are awesome and have helped me through the year). Here’s some Aledan-happiness, because without you there would be no blog.

The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2012 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

600 people reached the top of Mt. Everest in 2012. This blog got about 12,000 views in 2012. If every person who reached the top of Mt. Everest viewed this blog, it would have taken 20 years to get that many views.

Click here to see the complete report.

Looking Back At 2012 – It Was A Hell Of A Year.

holidayparty

Oysters and wine at the office X-mas party (that sexy elf next to me is Hubs).

Wow, Aledans. The Holidays are officially over, and leave us staring down a new year. Last January I began these weekly Thursday updates because I knew it was going to be a busy, awesome year, and for Trina was I right. It was a crazy year. Crazy good, and crazy bad, but the good won out in the end. I finished re-writing NAMELESS in January, storylined the next two books, and then found out in June that I had to re-write NAMELESS again. I didn’t finish that re-write until the beginning of December. I was really trying to be done sooner, but, you know, GUTGAA broke my heart (warning: there’s a photo of a giant spider in that post!).

I’m really happy with the re-write, so I’m glad I got the feedback before I started querying. Right now it’s hanging out with the Crits for Water agent, and in a week I plan to start cold querying to see if I can hook any other agents. Then it’s time to move on and work on Apollo, who’s hanging out with Adriana Ryan so she can find all his weaknesses and pick him apart until he bleeds little words all over her floor. Because she’s awesome like that :)

While I wait for her to pummel my baby into a bloody mess I’m reading a ton. Right now I’m on THE NIGHT CIRCUS, which is so good it’s actually slowed me down because I don’t want to miss any part of it. I still need to finish A FEAST FOR CROWS, which I’ve been working on slowly all year. But first I’ll probably read HALE MAREE, DRY SPELL and EARTH TONES, NEW PRIDE, and DIVERGENT.

I also find myself owing Ryan a critique, since I never did type up last year’s critique (it’s ok, he ended up re-writing his book also). I also owe two other friends a critique. I’ll get Tyffani‘s finished first, since she’s on a deadline, and then work on the other two :)

I need to get back into yoga again, as well. I was doing it twice a week steadily until I broke my thumb this summer. Then I started up again just in time for my heart to go crazy and I stopped. I can definitely feel the difference after a few months of no yoga. I gotta fix that.

It was a hell of year, and next year’s going to be much the same, I think. Here’s hoping the scales next year also tip more in the direction of crazy good. You Aledans are awesome, and I’ll see you all again in the new year!

Adriana Ryan – 5 Things I Wish I’d Known Before I Sent My Book Out Into the World

Aledans, I’d like you to give a warm welcome to Adriana Ryan, author of WORLD OF SHELL AND BONE. You might remember a few weeks ago when I was part of her cover reveal (and what a cover it is!). Today she’s here to tell us the five things she wished she’d known before she sent her book out into the world. But first, a blurb:

World of Shell and Bone, by Adriana Ryan. Cover by: James Helps (http://humblenations.com/)

World of Shell and Bone, by Adriana Ryan.
Cover by: James Helps (http://humblenations.com/)

In a world ravaged by a nuclear holocaust, Vika Cannon knows there are no guarantees: no guarantees of safety, no guarantees that your neighbor is not actually a spy for the government, and no guarantees you’ll be allowed to emigrate to a new life in Asia.

New Amana is dying. Food and water are scarce, and people suffering from radiation-caused mutations—the Nukeheads—are the new class of homeless. 

Vika has just one purpose: to produce healthy progeny using a Husband assigned by the Match Clinic. Unhealthy children are carted away to Asylums to be experimented on, just as Vika’s little sister Ceres was, eight years ago. Parents incapable of producing healthy progeny are put to death in gas chambers.

When she’s assigned a Husband shortly after her twentieth birthday, Vika expects him to be complacent and obedient. But Shale Underwood has a secret. He is a member of the Radicals, the terrorist group intent on overthrowing the government. And Shale has information about Ceres.

As she learns more about the Rads’s plan, Vika finds herself drawn to Shale in ways she’d never imagined. When freedom calls in the way of a healthy pregnancy, will she betray her government and risk death for Shale and Ceres?

And trust me, the story is just as beautiful as the cover! Now for Adriana’s five things:

5 Things I Wish I’d Known Before I Sent My Book Out Into the World:

1. Don’t rush the process. I wish I’d listened to all the sage people who went before me who said you should enjoy the time when you haven’t been published yet. I wish I’d been a little more patient and a little less despairing when the words wouldn’t say exactly what I wanted them to say or when edits took too long. I believe in myself more now (not only because I’ve finished the book, but also because reader response has been so positive), but I wish I’d believed more back then, too.

2. Authors are a welcoming group. I’d always imagined professional authors as a closed-off, inaccessible group of people who sat in little rooms with great views, smoking and typing away madly. In reality, they’re a really sweet, inclusive group of people, and I’m lucky enough to be able to call many of them my friends. I wish I wouldn’t have been so afraid to reach out to some of them in the beginning, for mentorship and friendship.

3. Writing the first draft is the easiest part. I always thought writing was the hardest part. Then I learned what it means to have to go through edits. If I had a choice between a hundred thousand dollars and writing perfect stories that needed no editing, I’d choose the latter. That’s how low editing ranks on my list!

4. Your first novel will probably be crap that will never be published. And that’s okay. Normal, even. The first novel you ever pen is usually the one destined to sit shamefully in a box, covered in dust, under your bed. Mine is a 90,000-word monstrosity that taught me a LOT about plotting, characterization, and conflict. I view it in the same light you’d view that weird great aunt who died and left you a beautiful house in her will. Maybe she was smelly and insisted on kissing you on the lips, but you can’t help but feel thankful to her.

5. Writing is art, but it’s also discipline. You can love words and grammar as much as you want, you’ll still never be an author unless you learn how to get your butt in your chair and write a certain amount every single day. No exceptions. You have to make writing a priority, and just like anything else, the way to do that is to clear space in your schedule for it. This is difficult, especially at the beginning before you begin to do it full-time, but you won’t be sorry that you did. It’s worth every sleep-deprived minute.

Adriana RyanAbout Adriana Ryan

Adriana lives and writes in beautiful Charleston, SC. A huge fan of spooky stuff and shoes, she enjoys alternately hitting up the historic graveyards and outlet malls. World of Shell and Bone is her first book.

Reach Adriana at her website, Twitter, Facebook, or Goodreads.

Buy World of Shell and Bone at: Amazon, Barnes and Noble, and Kobo. Other formats to follow soon!

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